Emo Suicidal Poem - wtf iz rong with the boi!?!!??
back in skewl,they never taught us what we needed 2 know. Like how 2 deal with despair,or someone breaking ur heart. For 14 years i’ve heid it all agether,but a night like this is begging 2 pull me apart. I played it quiet,left u deep in conversation. I felt used and hung out around my room…..trying 2 keep my mind off of tha knife that was under my mattress. I remember i kept thinking of u. But they wernt happy thoughts. And now i know i wana kill u and myself,like only a best could do. Everyones caught on 2 everything u do. As if this happening wasent bad enough,i jus had 2 go and write this damn poem 2 remind myself how much u hurt me. I wrote a message on my pillow with my tears that said: "laura stay asleep in bed. That jerk isnt worth it." so dont apoligize. U thought what i said be4 was harsh. Well i hope u choke and die. Search ur phone for something 2 hang urself with. Then i start 2 think,i need 2 pray if i wana go 2 heaven. Then i realize they didnt tell me what 2 pray about when my whole lid has fallen 2 hell. So screw god. Screw the world!! I cant let u let me down again. U think ignoring me will make me go away. So is that what u call a getaway? Well then tell me what the fuck u got away with that was actually worth it. Cuz i’ve seen more spin in jellyfish. And mor guts in 11 year old kids. Have another drink and drive home urself. I hope theres ice on all the roads. And u kan think of me when u 4get ur seatbelt. And again when ur head goes through the wind shield. So is this what u call tact??? Your as sutle as i thought u were. So lets end this conversation and this life. Cuz all thats left of it are your lies that are pileing up. And next time u say best friends,make sure u mean friends 4ever. Cuz theres no "i" in team but there is one in win and thats all u ever wanted 2 do. Theres also one bitch so i guess that applys 2 all u emo haters perfectly!!! So just shut up. Im through with everyone and all there excuses 2 try and keep me alive. Goodnight and goodbye. 4 GOOD!!!
by laura
