Sorry For The Lack of Updates - Dan and I Are Thinking of Splitting Up
I thought splitting up with Dan would have been easy, but as per usual I was wrong. A few weeks ago I tried to end it with him and he disappeared for days. He went on a three day bender and ended up in a police cell for urinating on the beach in broad daylight. I was glad the police found him, I was worried he had done something really stupid. We had a long chat on the phone last night to try to clear things up but we don’t seem to be getting anywhere.
I still like being with him in an odd way. I know I’ve bitched about him so much here over the past month or two but he still has a weird naive charm. I’m afraid that if we do end it that he won’t survive. His mother called me the other day asking if I knew what was wrong with him, apparently he’s smashed all of his My Chemical Romance cds up and left all of the little bits in a cereal bowl in the fridge. I’m guessing that he asked his mother to make the call to try to send me on a guilt trip. He just doesn’t understand that this doesn’t work anymore.
So what the hell am I meant to do? I find his lifestyle laughable! I just can’t take Emo people seriously at all. He’s subscribed to the whole Live Fast, Die Young myth. He thinks he’s Jim Morrison or something. Still if he was to stop all of the emo crap I think we could have a future together. I’ve suggested to him before that walking about town in PVC jeans will attract the attention of the wrong sort of people but he won’t listen. He just thinks I’m trying to control him and I guess I am to an extent. But thing’s can’t go on the way they are. I don’t even know where we stand now. One minute I think it’s all over and the next he rings and starts talking gibberish about how he thinks he’s psychic.
The stupid ass has been watching ‘The Sixth Sense’ repeatedly recently. He actually believes in ghosts. He was telling me about how he once saw a head over his bed when he was younger. I told him that there was probably a rational explanation but he went ballistic and started accusing me of “being with them” whatever the hell that’s meant to mean. God I’d do anything to meet someone normal for a chance. It doesn’t help when you have a weirdo boyfriend as inevitably you’ll have to meet all of his weirdo friends. God give me strength.
May 9th, 2007 at 8:57 pm
If you don’t care at all about him, just split up. End of story, and end of suffering 4 both of you, don’t you think?
May 20th, 2007 at 2:39 am
maybe if u stoped dumping him that would help the 1st time i dumped bf he cut hi wrists i felt bad than we tried again a than broke up again he went suicidal i ignored it and he moved on from the suicidal stuff
June 27th, 2007 at 2:12 pm
Where in the hell did you learn to spell, unloved?
June 28th, 2007 at 3:39 pm
Where the hell did you learn to put your opinions politley? Hold on, what’s that? Kobra doesn’t? Kobra’s a fag with no life who can’t critisize people while still haveing a life?
June 30th, 2007 at 12:14 pm
Your comment doesn’t have any semblance of logic, DR.
Also: To hell with putting your opinions politely. All one has to do is click my name on any of my comments to see that I don’t pull my punches when criticizing stupid people.
July 30th, 2007 at 9:21 pm
So sad, Kobra… I really feel sorry for you… I really mean it. If you are a”COOL” guy… start by RESPECTING GIRLS!!!
Cuz if I knew you you would be begging for a life like owrs, you would wish you would have been more polite and civil!!! You GRAND MOTHER FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
P.S.- I am so sorry, unloved and XxDeadlyRosesxX for Kobras fucking ways!!! In any case, I can only think of how his mother could have done owr world a favor… By not having him… or in any case having an abortion… I usually don´t support abortion, but this is another case… I am really sorry… :):(:):(:):(:):(:):(:):(:):(:):(:):(:):(:):(:):(:):(:):(:):(:):(:):(:):(:):(:):(:)
October 21st, 2007 at 7:38 pm
that’s why it will never wor. Masood Garfield.